sometimes you are so full of thoughts that words and meaning escape you and you know not what to pen down. you cease to feel or experience. your head spins and and feel fear rushing into you. you want to escape the pandemonium within yourself. but hang on and hear the bitter truth. you cant escape!

you cannot escape this because this is you. since when was man ever able to run away from himself. i know you want to mend it, but honey, its done. you wish you could just stop and never move again. you wish you could feel peace and rest again. feel fragrant flowers bathe you with their scent on the green grass. fierce young wind washing out the fear off of you. you feel safe again. you want to be held in the arms of someone higher than all , and you want to be told......... "it's OK , baby, you're just fine" what you want most in the world is to feel secure and not afraid. you want to hide from yourself and your troubles, but 'you' will find 'you' soon enough.
you hope that someday you will wake up and all of this would be a bad dream. and you will be happy again.

isn't that what all of us want? to be happy!