you come to college early morning to find out you no longer have that one class you came for. and you have to go home alone. but don't you just hate dong that. it makes you think think of alone you really are, when thats the one thing you want to run away from. food does not satisfy. infact you have not tried find to find out if it can satisfy. you look angry at the world. but you can't really say that to them, can you? it's suffocating you. and the one thing you need you can't get. life just slipped right out of your fingers. what do you do now? do you break free or just rot in distress. or do you wait for the light to miraculously shine on you someday and tell you it's all perfect now. you are perfect now. somehow, hoping for the best is the only way to get through a situation. feeling dead in an already dead situation would get you anywhere. for the truth is you have to survive. get a grip and start living like you should.